April 10, 2024

Lent and Easter arrived early this year, and so this “liminal” in-between, threshold season came at a time of transition for us at Holy Family as well. The sequence between Christmas and Lent was compressed and, in some ways, seemed hurried. I was grateful for spiritual disciplines and restorative niches not necessarily dependent upon the liturgical calendar, as these can nurture and sustain us no matter what the lunar cycle (on which the Easter schedule depends) may tell us!* 

Truth told however, I felt a bit disoriented myself, juggling a busy clinical practice, family and teaching commitments, and turning my attention to serving Holy Family as part-time, interim priest in charge. And so, when I arrived at Grandview Nursing facility in Jasper last Wednesday, it seemed as though only a few days ago we were there for the wonderful Christmas sing-along and gift distribution we offered last December. 

And what a joyful day that was! Thanks to the hard work of the choir and outreach committee—and others like me who tagged along—we sang Christmas carols, provided cookies, punch, and assorted other goodies, and distributed gift bags to each resident. As I made my way down the halls to take gifts to those room-bound souls unable to sing with us in the cafeteria, I was so very grateful for the privilege of being among those representing Holy Family as the Body of Christ in the community. Some of the residents in those halls were asleep, and it gave me a grin to think that when they awoke, their gift bag would be waiting for them, just as if Santa had magically appeared while they slept. 

I was also impressed by the degree of need I saw among some of the residents, especially those who have little or no contact with family. And in some cases, their needs are so basic—things I tend to take for granted. So, I was delighted to learn that we were enthusiastically invited to come back at Easter. On Wednesday I arrived a little early and had a few moments to talk with the Activities Director, who was so very pleased that we had returned. She apologized that the Christmas tree was still up in the cafeteria, now bereft of ornaments, gathering dust to one side of the room. “We’ve had a lot of turnover here,” she said, and it just hasn’t been a priority…Easter seemed to come so early this year.”I hear you, sister,” I responded, “…and I’m still wondering where the whole month of March went!” 

“I tell you what,” I said, “we have 65 Easter baskets (well, actually lovely Easter “buckets”) to give out. Why don’t we put them on and around the tree and call it an ‘Easter Tree’.” And so, we did. Soon, the Christmas tree had become the Easter tree, adorned with buckets lovingly filled by Holy Family outreach members with a wonderful assortment of treats and Easter gifts. There were more beneath the tree, gifts abounding in a lovely incarnational moment of synchronicity and confluence…Christmas, Easter, and everything in between here, and now.

As Richard Rohr said in one of his recent meditations; “We all want resurrection in some form. Jesus’ resurrection is a potent, focused, and compelling statement about what God is still and forever doing with the universe and with humanity. Science strongly confirms this statement using its own terms: metamorphosis, condensation, evaporation, seasonal changes, and the life cycles of everything from butterflies to stars. The natural world is constantly dying and being reborn in different forms. God appears to be resurrecting everything all the time and everywhere. It is not something to “believe in” as much as it is something to observe and be taught by.”

Yes, and with Rohr, and Wendell Berry, who implores us to “practice resurrection,” I, too, choose to believe in Jesus’ resurrection, however we understand this, because as Rohr suggests, it “localizes the whole Mystery” in this material and earthly world and in our own bodies too—the only world we know and the world that God created and loves and in which God chose to incarnate. That’s why our time at Grandview last week was such a gift. It was an outward and visible embodiment of what Augustine said about the Eucharist…”Behold what you are…become what you receive.” Indeed. We become the Body of Christ by virtue of our participation in the Eucharist and we share that with the world. At Grandview last week we, too, were transformed by our willingness to show up, as the mystery of the Body of Christ, in community. 

For the souls gathered together to sing, break bread, and share stories, Chronos (clock, calendar time) and Kairos (spirit time) became one. A Christmas tree, now bereft of ornaments and lights, became a glorious Easter tree. And for a moment, held in time, incarnation and resurrection were one. I looked into the eyes of my fellow parishioners, and I saw reflected in them the gratitude of those whom we served. It was a moment of grace, hospitality, and mystery. As Mary Oliver said:

Truly, we live with mysteries too marvelous

to be understood.

How grass can be nourishing in the

mouths of the lambs.

How rivers and stones are forever

in allegiance with gravity

while we ourselves dream of rising.

How two hands touch and the bonds

will never be broken.

How people come, from delight or the

scars of damage,

to the comfort of a poem.

Let me keep my distance, always, from those

who think they have the answers.

Let me keep company always with those who say

“Look!” and laugh in astonishment,and bow their heads.

    I’ll catch you later on down the trail, and I hope to see you at church!

    Bill+

    *The simple standard definition of Easter is that it is the first Sunday after the full Moon that occurs on or after the spring equinox. If the full Moon falls on a Sunday then Easter is the next Sunday.

    April3, 2024

    If the only prayer you ever say in your entire life is thank you, it will be enough.” ~Meister Eckhart

    Grace and peace to each of you, in this Eastertide season, and a deep bow of gratitude to each of you for a wonderful Holy Week! Easter Sunday was simply magnificent. Thank you, Holy Family, for the grace and hospitality extended by everyone!

    Over the past 8-10 days, I’ve enjoyed a kind of “second autumn” while running on the local trails. The lovely Beech groves deep in the forests of our neighborhood, especially on longer runs where I reach the spot pictured below, are an opportunity to pause, and pay attention. And this in turn is an occasion to attempt what I’ve learned from many on from my journey in Christian centering prayer and Buddhist mindfulness practice: show up; pay attention; speak my truth (and this can be a deepened, inner self-awareness); and let go of attachment to things I cannot control. The last step, as we know, can be in relation to an infinite variety of issues, including addictive behavior of various kinds, and is at the heart of any 12-step journey. It is at the heart of the Serenity Prayer.

    Trail running in the woods near our mountain home continues to teach me to let go of attachment to things I cannot control, and this has in turn had application in many areas of life. These Beech trees, deep in the woods on the Womack Trail, hold on to their leaves until spring—about now, a phenomenon known as “marcescence.” Usually, sometime in March, the leaves will fall, a kind of second autumn, and this is called “abscission.”

    Holding on…letting go; this is part of the rhythm of life. I’m doing some of both even now. This past week almost all of the Beech leaves have fallen, providing nourishment for the trees when they most need it. And what finally pushes the leaves off their branches is the subtle nudge of the new leaves, only now beginning to emerge. We are in a liminal season.

    It reminds me that even as we say goodbye and say “thank you” to George, and as we begin to turn our attention toward the hiring of a new rector, we are also staying the course, and living into our Baptismal promises as the Body of Christ. And so we are doing both; holding on, and letting go. And during this past Holy Week, especially as we observed the Triduum beginning on Maundy Thursday, we observed the same unfolding; of letting go of Jesus… bearing witness to the fact that we are now the Body of Christ in the world, and holding on to this faithful compassion in the midst of transition. Good Friday can take an infinite variety of forms in our lives, yet we have promise of Easter, and we say “thank you.”

    Vicky and I are so grateful for Holy Family, a parish that gave birth to my priesthood many years ago. We came to love this place, and to return often over the years. Now we are at home here and, for a season with the increasingly important work of the laity (I’ll say more about this in a later post) we will work faithfully to find a new rector. And in this “threshold” in-between season, let’s remember this lovely prayer of holding on, letting go, remaining hopeful, and resilient; a prayer, truth told, about Easter resurrection:

    “O God of unchangeable power and eternal light: Look favorably on your whole Church, that wonderful and sacred mystery; by the effectual working of your providence, carry out in tranquillity the plan of salvation; let the whole world see and know that things which were being cast down are being raised up, and things which had grown old are being made new, and that all things are being brought to their perfection by him through whom all things were made, your Son Jesus Christ our Lord; who lives and reigns with you, in the unity of the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen”